California COVID-19 Memorial Installation

The California COVID-19 Memorial Installation is a large-scale installation of embroidered rolls of paper towels that visualizes the number of Californians who died during the pandemic. The intent of this installation is to communicate uncomfortable, yet important, statistics in a way that is more memorable, thought-provoking, and accessible than the usual bar or line graph.

Each stitched knot represents one person who died from COVID-19 in California. I used a stitch with a spherical shape because it is a perfect reference to the shape of a coronavirus virion. 

Each paper towel sheet is one day of deaths. There is a tag in the lower right hand corner of each paper towel sheet with a date and the number of people who died from COVID-19 in California on that date. That is also how many stitches are on that sheet.

Each roll is one week of deaths. The rolls are mounted to the wall, with seven sheets hanging down, starting with Sunday at the bottom, going up to Saturday at the top. Weeks progress from left to right and the diameter of each roll decreases to show the passage of time. Each roll is 7 feet tall and 15 inches wide. There are 115 paper towel rolls representing the Californians who died during the pandemic from the first California COVID-19 death in February 2020 to the end of the Omicron wave in May 2022. The installation is 150 linear feet wide.

Each stitch is 1/16” in diameter.

Each stitch represents one person in California who died from COVID-19.

The spherical shape of the stitches is a reference to the shape of a coronavirus virion.

Each paper towel sheet is one day of deaths.

There is a tag in the lower right hand corner of each paper towel sheet with a date and the number of people who died from COVID-19 in California on that date.

That is also how many stitches are on that sheet.

This shows how the rolls are installed.

Each roll is one week of deaths.

Weeks progress from left to right and the diameter of each roll decreases to show the passage of time.

The pattern styles change as the months of the pandemic go by, organically shifting when each new variant emerged.

This is 4 weeks of California COVID-19 deaths from February 21, 2021 to March 20, 2021.

This is 4 weeks of California COVID-19 deaths from January 23, 2022 to February 19, 2022.

There are over 100 rolls in the installation and only 12 of them have been professionally photographed and shown here. If there is a specific day or week that is meaningful to you, let me know and I can take a snapshot of it for you.

If you would like to see the project in person, a portion of it is on view at my studio, Lara’s Lab, and can be seen during open hours as listed on the Contact and Events pages.

Here are more images of the project:

These 8 rolls of embroidered paper towels depict the same 8 weeks of deaths as the blue-highlighted section on the graph.

How you can help with this project:

I am currently seeking a series of venues so this installation can travel and reach as many people as possible. If you are associated with or know of a venue or organization that would be interested in displaying this project, I would love to hear from you!

The installation space will be activated by special events and participatory activities.

Artist-guided in-installation activities:

Artist will be at pop-up continuing work on the project (adding stitches for overall U.S. deaths to each day’s paper towels sheet), greeting and interacting with visitors, and leading visitors in participatory elements of the installation.

Artist will demonstrate and teach visitors how to stitch a knot into the paper towels.

Artist will give a talk about process of conceiving, researching, designing and creating documentary art installations.

During each day of the pandemic, artist took notes on pandemic-related news that occurred that day. Artist can give a tour of the installation and point to each day and read the events for that day. This is interesting and powerful because it reminds people of what was happening at specific points in time and can revamp any revisionist memories that we may have about what we went through during the pandemic. Example: While pointing to the sheet showing the deaths on 4-23-20, artist will read, “On 4-23-20 the President of the United States suggested injecting bleach to treat COVID-19. At that point in time, 49,835 people in the U.S. (1,572 in CA) had died from COVID-19.”

Ceremonially stitching a small piece of a different color thread through a knot on a specific day’s sheet to represent someone a visitor knows who died from COVID-19 on that specific day; artist would do this in the visitor’s presence.

Area of Reflection:

There will be an area in the room where people can sit and reflect. Visitors can write something they learned about themselves during the pandemic on a small strip of paper. If a visitor personally knew someone who died from COVID-19, they are invited to write on a small strip of paper how that person impacted their lives. It can be something as simple as, “When I was a child she taught me the best way to make chocolate chip cookies.” In both of these cases, these strips of paper would be displayed in a to-be-determined fashion.

Memory/memento collection:

Artist will be creating a collection of small non-perishable objects that are either: an object that belonged to someone a visitor knew who died from COVID-19 or that reminds the visitor of that person; or an object that represents something about the visitor’s experience during the pandemic. The installation will include all of these objects and visitors can pick them up and hold them, linking themselves directly to an individual who perished from COVID-19 or to another visitor’s experience of the pandemic.

Presentations/panel discussions

The space can be used for talks/panel discussions featuring experts in the area of public health (the role of public health departments, current state of public health policies, a recap of the Bay Area approach to the pandemic (it won accolades on a nationwide basis)); an expert who can lead the community through a grief management session/talk/workshop addressing the deaths, lingering medical effects from infection, and the impacts (psychological/emotional/financial/social/physical) that the pandemic and lock-down had on all of us; and/or a panel of artists whose practice involves similar topics or techniques

”By assigning each sheet to represent a single day of statistics, the viewer gains a visceral understanding of the scale of loss experienced. The arrangement of the paper towel rolls to signify weekly statistics adds a layer of organization to the visualization. Beginning with Sunday at the base and ascending to Saturday at the top effectively captures the passage of time within each weekly segment. The left-to-right progression of weeks offers a clear chronological narrative, allowing observers to track the evolution of the crisis over time.”

— ChatGPT

(Out of curiosity, I asked AI to describe the installation.)